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blah [Mar. 9th, 2005|06:05 pm]
[Current Mood |ecstaticStoked]
[Current Music |story of the year]

ummm i gotta get ready for tonight. i'm soooooo fucking stoked. this is gonna be the best concert...EVER!!! umm wait slipknot was pretty good, and thrones gonna be sweet but tonight is just going to be fufilling. yay. Hawthorne Heights live aww man i might just cry with happiness haha. this emoness is kicking in haha. but yah so.... i cant wait. ahhhhh! yay. but yah so theres a lot of drama right now its soo stupid. i hate drama.
eh ill write more tomorrow after the concert <33
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should i bite my tongue till blood soaks my shirt... [Mar. 8th, 2005|06:15 pm]
[Current Mood |lovedin love]
[Current Music |sidewalks-story of the year]

i have fallen back in love with story of the year. ughhhhh amazing.

Until the Day I Die is MY SONG goddammit its mine. haha.
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in the shadows of our lives we can fall into the night unscarred... [Mar. 8th, 2005|12:08 pm]
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |story of the year- page avenue]

sooo i got the story of the year cd today from lauren!!!!!!!! :-D!!! yay!ahhhh yay. ummmmm.
today was a half day!! and we had like 15 minute periods. we got out at 11:15. ummmm yah so the snow is insane right now. i think im going to tx in april i cant wait, and alle is coming up in may! yessss! Hawthorne Heights tomorrow!!!! ahhhh im soo stoked.


uhhh i guess thats it for now
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I'll be your crying shoulder [Mar. 7th, 2005|09:01 pm]
[Current Mood |contentsappy love song mood]
[Current Music |What A Wonderful World-Luis Armstrong]

ok so this is gonna seem random but i want everybody to post a comments to it. everybody answer.
What is the most romantic song on earth?
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RIGATARTED!!!!!!!!!!! [Mar. 5th, 2005|10:57 pm]
ok so today i chilled with erica and david...again, stupid joey is at his dads and couldnt come. but yah, david is on ericas lap right now. haha losers. we went to the commons and we ate at mc donalds. subway stole $2 from david at the Y today. he didnt care. stupid fake jew. haha. neways yah so the commons. umm erika fitz was there...interesting. and yah she was all nice to david..haha. we saw kristen. and mike, he was with holly. megan called me a cunt. wow i bet she doesnt even know wat that means. o and we also went to quiznos where we got balloons wow axe smells good until too much is used...abby told erica she was brendans gbf (gay best friend) bc brendans gay, and then they(jamison abby erica and richard) were talking bout how any (guy) friend of brendan was a friend with bennifits. then jamison goes been there done that it was sooo fucking funny. hahaa. but yah. wow stop flirting. haha sorry umm yah so erica cant hear. and me and david got high on helium. yay fun weekend.
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If your 555, I'm 666 [Mar. 5th, 2005|12:23 pm]
[Current Mood |amusedamazed]
[Current Music |Slipknot]

wow, slipknot in concert AMAZING!! just AWESOME awwww man it was just ssweet argh i cant get over it..*squeals* <3 Slipknot <3

**EDIT** o then ash called me and i saw her ((she was at the concert too)) and I ran over to her and she was with rachel and matt r. haha then we were all talking ((this is when no band was playing slipknot was setting up which took like 45 minutes)) but like it was so awesome rachel was like my bitch! and it was just awesome and then when i went to leave i gave matt a hug and he like felt me up haha i was like woah buddy. haha and then slipknot played and it was ORGASMIC and there was the most awesome drum solo that was like amazing haha its hard to explain though. aww man duality was amazing haha everybody was singing. and oo david and joey were all jumping and singing the words to like every song it was soo cute, and Lamb of God was amazing!! Shadows Fall was pretty good. O AND Hartford was the FIRST show of the Subliminal Verses Tour!!! the OPENING SHOW AND I SAW IT!!! Aww my god it waas amazng. and i got a shirt......yay! aw one point during Slipknot the crowd was like dying and was all quiet and then they played the song that goes if your 555 im 666 and everybody got up and started singing and then at one point they had the whole crowd kneal down til they said jump the fuck up. oooo AND they played
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you can't just leave me here... [Mar. 3rd, 2005|10:33 pm]
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |evanesscence-fallen]

im sitting here staring at a computer bawling my eyes out. nobody really knows why and i dont want to talk about it but just wow. man life is so precious. i feel helpless and i cant stand that feeling. like when i had just moved to simsbury and i watched Luke (my dog) get hit and run over by a fuel truck, and couldnt do anything, i wouldnt wish that on anyone, i really wouldnt, its the most horrific heart breaking thing ever. i havent cried like this in soo long. wow now that i think of it, its almost exactly two years since luke died that was like the worst day of my life. im listening to my immortal right now and it just makes me think of Will's wake, that was soo fucking sad. i think that that was the most recent time i have cried like i am now, because i got out of the wake and called my brother bc he came so close to being will and i just broke down. man i could really use some good friends right now, i really need a shoulder to cry on. man, i wish i hadnt fucked things up so bad with brooke, some1 help me. please.

i saw the grudge yesterday at sarah's. it was scary and im tweaked by it, but its not real, whats on my mind now is real. reality wow. "The world is a playhouse"-inscribed at the globe theater in Latin, but it truely means that our lives are but plays, and drama is real, thats so true, im freaking out. i need a friend so bad right now, one to just listen, even to just listen to me cry and give me a hug.

only good thing-slipknot tomorrow. but that really doesnt help me right now. ohhh god, i feel helpless, make it stop.
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living with me must have damn near killed you... [Mar. 2nd, 2005|06:55 pm]
[Current Mood |pessimisticbummed, deep in thought]
[Current Music |green day-basket case]

"And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!
And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry" -Staind-its been awhile
Dedicating this to all my friends that ive fucked things up with. it has been awhile, and i am sorry, you have no idea what I would give for another chance, and i swear i wouldnt fuck it up again.
aww man i wanna go back to my purple monkey dishwasher, and my toxic rainbow, and my yummy, and my latkes, aww man i miss the good ole days.
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(no subject) [Feb. 27th, 2005|05:11 pm]
what ever happened to those awesome friendships. they seem so far away now, but i can still remember just how they made you feel. i can taste the good times that are long passed. they evaporated into thin air...this sucks. i miss those friendships, and the smiles, and the memories, and the laughs, and the crying. wow, high school changes everything.
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yay survey!! [Feb. 26th, 2005|04:04 pm]
A bunch of ?s

{Q}You my friend: huh?
{Q} Your name?: Sonia (soni)
{Q} Your birthday?: 7/21/90
{Q} Eye color?: brown but i'm gettin purple contacts
{Q} Hair color?: brown
{Q} Do you wear glasses/contacts?: both, mostly contacts :-)
{Q} Best feature?: i wouldnt know. but joey told me to just say everything so everything

Have you ever...
{Q} Gone skinny dipping?: yupp i almost did in florida but we decided not too
{Q} Broken a bone?: yup
{Q} Gotten stung by a bee?: yah when i was like 6 and then we found out im hyposensitive to them
{Q} Been tickled so hard that you threw up?: no, is that even possible?
{Q} Snorted something that isn't meant to be snorted?: yup!! pixie sticks!! haha only once though it was a dare
{Q} Decked someone?: haha yah
{Q} Played strip poker or other clothing removeing game? yeah but i didnt strip
{Q} Gotten arrested?: nope
{Q} Gotten drunk/smashed?: no and i dont plan to
{Q} Seriously attempted to bite your own ear or lick your elbow?: umm only like 849893 times...im not wierd i swear
{Q} Been in the ER?: yupp
{Q} Been to California?: naw not yet
{Q} Played D&D?: i dont think so not if it means dungeons and dragons
{Q} Done something so appallingly stupid that you regret it still?: yah

Are you afraid of....
{Q} The dark?: sometimes, i mean on a beach, no or stargazing no
{Q} Spiders?: a little...actually a lot
{Q} Heights?: helll naw
{Q} Gays?: no
{Q} Clowns?: yah
{Q} Ghosts?: naw just perplexed by them
{Q} Whoever you took this quiz from?: no megan is awesome

{Q} Favorite color?: hot pink, silver, black, white
{Q} Earth, Wind, Water, or Fire?: fire and water
{Q} Chocolate or vanilla?: chocolate cake and like stuff but vanilla ice cream
{Q} Hot chocolate or coffee?: COFFEE
{Q} Caramel or Nougat?: well it depends on what kind of caramel
{Q} Care-ah-mell or car-mall?: both
{Q} Pizza or chinese?: chinese usually, but sometimes white pizza new york style
{Q} Math and science or english and music?: english and music as long as lenz isnt the teacher of english
{Q} If you could be an animal, which one?: a liger duhhh!!
{Q} you were a sword, what kind?: ummm a PIRATE SWORD!! or a sharp shiny one.
{Q} If you had to pick a superpower...: to fly, or read ppls mind
{Q} Oh here's a classic- Love or lust?: umm tough call, sometimes love and sometimes lust

In a guy/Girl...
{Q} Eye color?: blue, maybe green or sometimes even brown
{Q} Hair color?: semi long straight blonde or slightly long brown, especially if it whisps out at the bottom
{Q} Athletic, skinny, or rounded?: athletic, i dont like scrawny boys
{Q} Good or badass?: i like badasses or cute emo kids
{Q} Height?(compared to your own): umm taller
{Q} Intelligence?: smart but not brilliant bc then i feel dumb
{Q} Is taste in music important?: umm duh i live for music thats one of the first things i ask a guy about!

Do you?
{Q} Sing in the shower?: sometimes
{Q} Like chicken?: tyah
{Q} Have a crush?: kinda?
{Q} Play video games?: not really but i love them

In the future...
{Q} Go to college?: duh...UCONN
{Q} Want to be...?: child psychologist but wanna work at hooters or starbucks to pay my way through college
{Q} Get married?: yes of course
{Q} Number of kids?: 2 or 3
{Q} State/country?: connecticut i think
{Q} Names of your kids?: hanna, maybe adam haha

And finally...

{Q} What do you think of the person you got this quiz from?: megan is the best.
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